do the disaster

I've had two nights in a row of dreams that involve catastrophes of some sort.

The first night I dreamed I witnessed a plane fall from the sky and land upside down and there was nothing I could to to help. Last night I had a dream that my apartment flooded with water and yet again all I could do is stand there and wait for a maintenance guy to sweep the water out. Let's see what hack job out there online thinks of these two things:

To dream that you are in a plane crash can mean you are afraid of something catastrophic happening that's out of your control. A dream about a crash can also mean you're feeling things are out of control somehow in your life right now, or a feeling that you're having bad luck or things just aren't going your way right now.



A dream that a body of water is rising or flooding can represent:

* A feeling of overwhelming circumstances invading in your real life, such as your to-do list or an emotional crisis
* Feeling overwhelmed or suffocated emotionally in a relationship or other situation
* Feeling like you are "over your head" or things are out of control somehow in your life

hmm...

So lose some sleep and say you tried

Yesterday my coworker/buddy and I had a ho-down (is that the opposite of a bro-down?). I tagged along while she bought clothes (no money here), and then we got dinner. We had some serious games of "would you like me better or worse if I wore this" with hideous stuff we saw at H&M, and did some serious talkin' 'bout dudes at dinner. It was a good way to spend the evening, even if it meant I was only home for an hour before I had to go to bed. My sleep was worthless. I had a legitimate nightmare. As in, I woke up terrified and couldn't fall back asleep because I was so scared. Then when I did fall back asleep I had a dream and Vance was in it. Whoa! Wtf? Haven't seen or thought about that guy in years, and he shows up in the dream where I was having a birthday party during a blizzard. He was the same ole Vance in it. Nate was in the dream too, and it was funny introducing them. Lots of Madison people were in it. That's the third dream I've had in a week about ex-boyfriends. Getting sort of sick of it.