these are more than just words

Last night I got dinner at El Cid's back patio with new E. It was nice weather out so it felt good to be outside for a few hours. Today was work which was pretty busy because I had to get all my crap together for my trip to Bloomington tomorrow. I leave early Thursdays (therapy!) so I had to make sure everything was done by 2.

Therapy was good. No tears! We ended up talking way more about one situation and not as much about the one I thought we would. It was the first week in awhile where I left and had to immediately write things down so I could pick them back up later. Essentially she said that if I'm so exhausted from how things are going now then why am I doing it to myself? Because I'm a sucker, that's why.

I had to pick up a rental car downtown for the trip tomorrow. Work's paying for it and it sort of rules because I got to use it to make a big grocery trip tonight! I don't really want a car but sometimes it's nice to have so much freedom to hop in and go somewhere whenever I want.

I'll be up at 5 a.m. tomorrow and on the road by 6. Barf. Then it'll be a quiet night before my Saturday morning 9 mile run. The weekend seems pretty open other than absolutely having to get Audrey's nails cut.