this song resonates

Today's been a rough day mentally. I need to pay attention to how often I'm getting these because it may mean I need to go back on the prozac/'bute combo.

I wrote last night. I finished Then we came to the end and got inspired. Stupid. Nobody should write after finishing a book they thought was well written. How do novice writers do it? I look back and its all so cheesy and hackneyed. I wish I could just write comedy or adventure, where its supposed to be that way. Makes me really admire my friend Jacob, who has allowed many friends and relatives to read not one, not two, but three books he has written. I will never have the guts to even let my closest friend read what I work on beyond blog walls.