reaching the 30 day mark

Things guaranteed to not make you feel better:

1. Listening to nothing but Black Heart Procession's first, second and third albums, paying acute attention to lyrics.

2. Giving into your psycho tendencies.

3. Chocolate chip cookies in mass quantities.

4. Turning down a party full of new and interesting film people to watch BSG, which I could record anyway, because I'm too scared to go alone.

5. Watching movies with any romance at all.

I've done all of these today, yesterday, the day before...but there's just no way I can start listening to Out Hud or Chromeo or Cut Copy right about now. It'd be cheating.

Because I don't have the guts to say it to anybody in person, I'd really appreciate a helping hand from a friendly friend.