random ramblings

The weather was almost nice today. It was warmer but the wind was pretty intense. Our network went down at work for two hours, so I goofed off for a long time, spent some of it outside talking to Paul on the phone. After work I cashed my $100 rebate check I finally got from Apple. I also talked to Kristin on the phone for a long time, as we both had a ton of events to catch up on. I talked to my aunt and uncle in California too. My uncle is headed to Florida in a few days for some crazy tests to see if he's allowed to do this crazy radiation treatment for his cancer this summer. Scary and stressful. These people are like second parents to me, after living there for so long.

I just turned on Law and Order SVU and holy shit this is disgusting. Its an attempted rape scene that is really brutal and awful. They shouldn't show that shit on tv, its triggering. And its still going on, long enough to have a commercial break in the middle of it. Its this man just beating the shit out of a woman. Great. Holy shit now they are showing him trying to force her to give him oral sex, this is fucking awful and makes me so disgusted I can't even describe it. Scene length: 10 minutes. Wow.

Tomorrow morning I will run, then I have to get my second hpv vaccine shot. The first one really hurt, so I'm not looking forward to it. I sort of feel like its a bit too late to be getting these shots, but they weren't available back in my wild days, and they are pretty much proven to eliminate your chance of cervical cancer. I get a little nervous that we don't know any long-term effects yet, but my doctor said that there was really no reason to not get the shots.