off doc's and uncertainty

I went to the dentist this morning for the first time in two years, and yay for me I don't have any cavities! The cleaning was super fast and easy. The dentist was a bit of a doofus. I'm convinced my health insurance only lets me go to weird middle aged men who make bad jokes and make me uncomfortable. My shrink, gyno, and now my dentist are all sort of off. Oh well, I rarely have to go to them so it's not totally awful.

I'm having some serious motivation issues at work, to the point where my boss is noticing and asking questions about my bad attitude. I told him I really need that vacation, so hopefully when I return from SF my better outlook will show. If not then who knows... I'm not sure it's just my job that's suffering. I'm just super crabby and down in general. I'm really hoping that my SF trip and Minneapolis jaunt fix this. Sometimes getting away is all a person needs.

I took Audrey to the dog park after work today. I can't tell if its torture for her or if its fun. She doesn't like the other dogs too much, but after awhile calms down enough to wander around. She won't play with the dogs though, and this one jerk on the bench was taunting her and she got super scared and started barking like mad. I felt really bad for her. However, this is the reason I'm taking her - she needs to get desensitized to dogs and people. On the walk home I noticed that she wasn't as pissy at other dogs. She's making progress...baby steps and all that crap. I'm hoping to take her to the dog beach this weekend.