boo hoo

Am I the only person I know in Chicago who does absolutely nothing artistic or creative? Why are these people even friends with me? Makes me feel like a pathetic loser. The feeling gets worse when I'm near friends collaborating on great things and I have nothing to contribute.

At least I got a kick ass annual review today with promises of a hefty raise to come next month. Too bad none of my friends can see how awesome I am at my job in the way that I see how awesome they all are in their arts.