lets get on with it, lets get it on

I rarely feel pure anger. I've been told in the past its a fault of mine, that the worst feelings I get are "irritated" or "annoyed" or "frustrated". Well today I'm just really angry. I don't need anybody to patronize me or tell me what I should or should not do. I want to punch shit right now, starting with myself for wasting my time and thoughts on worthless pigs. For being such a horrific judge of character.

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poised, yet totally screwed up
yes sir, yes sir, step right up

none of us know, where we're trying to get to
what sort of life were we trying to build
now we're told so merge ideas, of song forms and freedom
seasons out of life, nothing is out of reach
L.A. is more confusing now, than anywhere I've ever been to
I'm from New York City, breath it out and let it in

where are you now?
when your broken eyes are closed
head in a cloudy dream, green and sailboats
borrowed and never returned
emotions, books, outlooks on life

hello 20 15!

hello, 20, 15!