I'm too busy

Last week was busy!

Tuesday: Pub quiz
Wednesday: Lost party
Thursday: gym and passing out
Friday: battlestar galactica and the Hungry Brain
Saturday: CJ's BBQ
Sunday: work

And it looks like much of that will be happening again this week. I need to stay home more, I can't afford going out this much. Also, being out a lot leads to things like Thursday night and all day Saturday where I just slept for hours and hours. And now I have no clean clothes, and the washing machines are full at my building.

The melatonin hasn't really had an effect on Audrey. She isn't that much calmer unfortunately. I'm getting pretty desperate. She's so expensive and so time consuming and I have no money and no time. At what point is it better for her to have a home with people who are available? How bad does it have to get here that abandoning her to a new home is worth it? This dog loves me, but maybe she'd be better and happier somewhere else? I feel like Doggy Protective Sevices needs to take my case. I'd miss our mornings laying in bed together, our connection where I know what she wants/is thinking, the joy in her face when I walk in the door, her excitement whenever we go outside. I need to figure something out. I'm hoping that maybe sometime in the coming months I'll find a roommate, one who would want to help out and loves dogs. So far I haven't found that yet.