Chicago is not my friend today

Karma has totally hit me.

Dish Network can't give me cable b/c the satellite is getting disrupted by my roof. They said "call Direct TV and try them." Thanks...four hours at my house, 5 hours lost pay, and still no cable.

I miss SF today. I miss the hills, the sounds, the smells, the sights, the food, the people, the buildings, the victorians, the parks. Everything. I miss it. Hard. I feel sort of stupid for moving across the country, in that financially it was probably the worst thing I could have done for myself. Personally, its worked out decently. Monetarily? Totally stupid. And it still sucks being single.

I also forgot to pack a lot of stuff and it makes me sad. First, I forgot my cookbooks, and lots of kitchen utensils I really liked such as my tongs, and all the wine goodies such as the no spill pourer and air suction. I also forgot anything I had stashed under the bed, and some of that is irreplaceable. Things like show flyers from shows I saw in high school that I have saved for nostalgia sake. I'm sure he threw them out. Very sad. Even when I'm not trying to erase the past, I'm inadvertently doing it.